Hello, I am in a pretty bad mood right now, my school gives you a skyscraper amount of homework. I am really tired of it! I hate this school and yet I am too stubborn to switch. I just don't get the point of school if we're all going to die when the sun blows up! I can't wait to get out of this h*** hole!! Everyone at this school is known for, "They all get good grades...the school's SAT and ACT scores are high...All of them graduate and go to collage..." blah blah blah...not everyone can live up to such high expectations...such as I...I don't get straight A's, my SAT score is crappy...I don't want to go to collage, but I know if I don't my family will be crushed, so I will. I'll only be happy when I get out of this god Forsaken world...I know I shouldnt' be complaining though, I knwo that alot of people have it so much worse that my petty problems don't compare to them. I am just pittying myself now...God this is pethetic...

Dude. i have it worse.. i got my ass kicked in front of a bunch of people in the park by a tall guy with weird hair.

and SCHOOL SUCKS ASS HERE.
we get probaly more than a skyscraper of homework a day here. Im being BURIED in it.
And my Brother acts like a s**t-head at school...
>< damn... i had a bad day.

Yeah we all have our days...I'm just tired of crying and try as I might no matter how hard I try I can never get it right. I know that an infininate number of people have it worse than me. My school is like heaven to some (so I think) I've just never cried so many times in my life, every single God D*** night I cry. I don't get sleep, I don't get to have fun, I don't get to live. Does anyone ask me to go to the movies with them? No, my friends want to go to Princeton, Havard, Yale and all of those Ivy Leauge collages they don't have a life either but they've been at this school fo 7 years, I've only been there for 1 1/2 as of now. Does anyone ask me to dances, no. But I shouldn't complain, complaining solves nothing it only wastes time, but some times I can't just keep this pain and anger in me. I am a very Dramatic person, that's why I am acting as if a mole hill were a mountain. I must learn to take my personal quote to heart, "With the good comes the bad, everything has it's opposites, and that's life." One day, maybe I'll stop being a whiney b****, shut up and start doing something about it...

it's the same with me Alot. at school it's pretty diff, though.i got locked in my own locker for 70 minutes until Mrs. Heaton heard me scream and i had to tell her my locker combination. i think im the shortest person in the school, i get bullied alot and they all tease me about common things. like my height, my age, the color of my eyes, whatever they could think of, i've already skipped 5 days of school now. and i have to walk home everynight and morning. Im getting tired of having to wait for that FATASS to get HIS ASS over to the middle school after school to drop my sister off. DAMN THAT FATASS IS SO f**kING SLOW!!! and the teachers are all bitches and bastards, i try to think of many ways to piss them off for what they did to me. when school first started here, i had braces and i accidentally knocked a teacher down in the hallway while on my scates/shoes. and the teachers got back at me with Magnenets and pliers. and one picked on me about my size and made me drink milk, i spit it out in their faces now i know they are going to get back at me twice as hard. and when i was a kid, i listened to 'life's gonna suck when you grow up' and now i belive it. it said 'you gonna have to deal with stress., youre going to be a giant mess when you get out of schooL!' god, i am a giant mess now. and i listened to that song before i GREW up. >< my LIFE SUCKS!

Im done now..

Yeah all our lives pretty much suck if we look at all the bad things, we should all appreciate our teen years beacuse like they say, "You don't know how much you miss something until it's gone." But wow...ouch...there aren't any bullies at my school. We leave our bags near a flag pole on the floor, and no one steals anything. I wish we had more diversity at my school though...the popluation is mostly white (and I do not have any racial feelings towards them). But my school is preppy...and the white people are not all preps because I know a couple of different people that aren't white who are preps.) I am not a prep, and trust me I'm everything but that (which is not a good or bad thing in my case) I am just me...that's all, I am just underloads of stress that's I got stressed over getting two B's and one B+...I went through alot of counsoling at school I'm still not okay but getting there. I actually love my teachers they are so cool. This might have something to do with the fact that I have gone to a private school all my life...but things always get better sooner or later, I guess it's better it comes later then never, but that later is sure taking along time to come!!

My face hurts because my uncle decided to be a roy mustang and slap me with a leather glove hard in the face like, 200000 times. ><

I wanna beat him with something hard. SOMETHING HARD. for marrying my aunt.......... EVIL!