Oookay...hmm here is yet another one of my poems, that I wrote this morning called 'Nobody Cares'. Enjoy.
Nobody Cares
Awoken, my eyelids heavy,
Splitting pain of a hangover,
Lodged in my head.
Mascara smudged eyes stare,
Searching the floor,
Finding many bottles emptied of content.
My cheeks pale from exhaustion.
Leftover taste on my tongue,
A mixture of things,
Not just the alcohol.
Nobody cares.
Wasted on my bedroom floor.
Nobody cares.
So much could have happened,
Things that I can’t remember,
But nobody cares.
Would they notice if my innocence left me?
Perhaps with someone I didn’t even know,
Who wouldn’t support.
Who would never help.
If I was oblivious to my actions.
Thrown in the gutter,
Nothing left for me.
Pitiful, disgusting, whore,
They’d label me.
And those labels would stay.
Nobody cares.
A pitiful excuse.
Nobody cares.
Everything I’d be called,
And all because I can’t remember,
But nobody cares.
And I’m left spinning,
Trying to retrace it all,
Wondering where it all began, and why.
Too confused to give a damn.
And who got me into this again?
So what if last night leaves scars
That aren’t just skin deep.
So what if I can’t go on
If I want to die
If I truly want to end it all?
Nobody cares.
I could leave forever.
Nobody cares.
I could cry out and beg for you to listen,
Cause an uproar that will last,
But nobody cares.