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Wow, that's deep. And so true- eloquently put. Sometimes I write things like that when I'm really mad or my life gets screwed up for whatever reason. It really helps to put it all into words, doesn't it?

I'm glad you like it :D
Thats my writing style all the time

:huh: that stuff is kinda depressing

I guess... :huh:

:blink: well its alot more serious than I can handle at least... lol

Oh. Heh. :lol:

:lol: I like comedy, or non depressing things..mostly anything non formal, or serious is best for me.. XP

like coke *hands roy coke*

YESH LIKE COKE *chugs coke*

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>> holy crap look at us in November! XD ! @_@ omg.. sooo long ago.

*just had to say that*


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o_O Good as always, your lit. is good as always..XD ( yet still somtimes depressing, Old me pretty much sumed it up.. :nod: )

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There are so many things I wonder.

Is it that you lack capacity or caring to understand?

Though I'd imagine everything I do should seem rather petty and stupid to you.

I wonder, is it perhaps instead not that I don't understand you, so much as I cannot connect with you?

And then I think, why is that?

Because your emotions are not on the line really..you either do not feel caring...or I simply fail to see it.

I wonder, if you ever came to the realization, that I would infact under normal circumstances befriend her, that I would like her, and I do.

But then why would you?

Because the more I wonder and ponder these facets, the more I come to see, that I'm just like everyone else.

Just another, to be drained, to sate some hunger of society.

But there are still many things I wonder

I wonder perhaps if see yourself as a hypocrite, yet arrogent and heavy with assumptions?

Is this because I lack the ability to read you? Or you my mask?

Is it, I wonder, that you hide behind your crumbling world that you fail to see others falling as well.

A lack of respect? Or total desperarity?

I wonder perhaps, why should this bitterness be?

Do not mistake me I will not begrudge you your opinion,

Though the more I ponder...are we not square? Is this not enough? Or should you wish to continue a never ending cycle of spite?

Who is the shallow one? Who is the lost one? Who is it? Or is it really none of us at all?

But still I wonder so much more...

Am I thus, to entertain? Or is it...none of you yet have shattered the mask?

Is this because you've tried to many times...or through indifference or blindness haven't tried at all...fail to see it?

A farse, a facade.

I wonder who is the wounded, is it you or is it I?

Who is betrayed? Or am I just pathetic enough to be the only one who feels it?

Just pathetic enough, for loyalties beyond entertainment worth?

I wonder so many things, and now the only thing left to wonder, do you hear me...or do you listen?

( Sorry for teh blurb, I'll get a poem out soon , this one I just felt like putting in poetical form, at least separating it out into each thought. I always have alot of time to think so I realized, why not at least put a few of these lesser human thoughts up. It is relatively calming...but nothing overly..these are just a few things I wished to say. Because I do care. I'm too tired, to tired..to spare the emotional energy for this caring. What a lovely calm feeling..I don't mind really, I rather expect this too be scoffed at and torn down into shards of opinionated points. Even if it was intended firstly, for myself, and secondly, for any individual unfortunate enough to read it, as oppossed to discussed. Ah well. You'll get over it . Especially since theres alot more things to be said, I guess I'm just to tired , but this is basically saying it to your face right?Right? Yeah ok cool)

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