Sorry for bugging you like this....with my insolent Diary entries but... dude I am just so stressed out.
it is Christmas day... the presents from "santa" made me sick, literally.. I can't believe I woke up at 4 and was excited to open presents. what a bummer.
atleast what I got from my gramma and my sister and my mom's friend was very good...I got 20 bucks from my gramma as well, so I just might buy a really cheap video game for my nintendo.
I got new furniture for my room, doesn't look bad anymore.. I had to unhook my computer for the desk change, and the monitor didn't work so I was just screeching my face of at it! I was also recording Ice Age, the first movie is such a bore, but the second one just made me laugh out loud, literally! the first one wasn't even funny ^^; but scrat the squirrel was cute! I feel like I'm a little kid, I didn't get anything worth growing up on for this Christmas, i'm 13 years old but my mom wants to keep me as her little girl forever...you know if I was a rich girl, i'd have all the money in the world, i'd have all the cool stuff money could buy..but nope...we're just a fairly poor family.
Lastnight wasn't so bad.
I was at my gramma's, first we ate dinner, then I took a nap, woke up, kitty was laying on me, then I saw my grampa sleeping, he was making funny noises... XD! I tried not to laugh but it was soo funny! then we opened presents. I was so excited but I wasn't having very much fun for these 2 days.. or any other day in the week.
then Grampa, father, gramma, and my sister got drunk, including my under-age cousin...I call him Edo... because that is really his first name... lol. his name is Edward Ricky xD he had a bit too much, so he was REALLY drunk and he was laying on me and drooling on my face, which was incredibly disgusting.
all day today too.
uhg, I guess I complain too much but I gotta tell someone about my Christmas blues, right?!....nah not really..
last friday, as you probably know, I learned that my friend Katie (nickname: Vitani) was hospitalized, but then put in a mental institution. I was so stressed and worried about her that I forgot to take care of myself, for the past week all i've been eating were drugged candy-canes and ramen, I just sorta blacked out last monday ... I shouldn't be this way, but I know she's going to be ok, but I don't know if I'm going to be... I haven't really been feeling good since then...

I know you don't have to reply I just needed somewhere to vent this out, I don't really know what to do about my life, I just feel so uncomfortable sitting here....I have no clue why....

I feel bad for your friend. Well at least you had fun on Christmas. Mine was a blegh because we got to dinner late and we got the scraps from my Aunty's overweight family. I swear it's just sick on how much food they are bringing home. And the truked was a mess. So we didn't eat. Instead we had hamburgers at 11P.M. And then we had our Christmas dinner on the 26th.

That was some good steak.

it will be all right my parents got drunk before and i had to make sure they did not hurll on the floor, my Cuzen in the Hospital till Feb and my X-mass was not sooo good but we all have are bad days and are good days and when your parents are drunk you can all way take andvatage of them hehe

i hope that helps =^^=

my cousin Edo (lol Edo Ricky!) had a serious seizure so he was put in the hospital on Christmas day, and he slipped into a coma until Thursday when he woke up.. man I hugged him so tight he forgot to breathe :lol:
Reasons why the hospital is not safe here....
1. The doctors make fun of short people...and people who claim to have a missing brain. XD
2. when you get on the height scale, first they say "3 foot 6" then "Just kidding!!!!! 5'7"
XD
3. when you get on the weight scale they say "789 pounds!" and then "JUST KIDDING! 120"
4. when your asleep, they wheel you into the surgery room and wake you up. then they say "we have to remove your brain" even if your not the patient. XD
5. when you ARE the patient, they take a few needles after you....only if they hate you. :) they hate me...that's why they do all these things.
6. My doctor is a joker. he calls you the undead when he can't find your pulse. XD

I was in the hospital on Christmas eve for a while for lost circulation in my legs .... x_x; so nothing went so good.
......but yes everything did help here.. lol

LOL. Yes. you can burp and blame it on them. XD