lastnight I got told that my buddy Katie had her internet completely disconnected throughout her entire house.
then I get news later that she is in the emergency room. Today I found out why. she tried commiting suicide.
I'm so worried, I've been up all night shaking and crying, I've tried suicide 25 times this week but Katie....she tried and almost sucseeded.....
It makes me feel so useless as a friend. I live in Minnesota...she lives in Alaska...I wish I lived closer.. :(
Someone please help me take my mind off this.... I keep getting what I call "The Shakies" where I just shiver/shake...whatever.. for more than an hour, I get really sick.
I don't know what to do. and my parents don't have enough money for us to take a plane up to AK....

25 times in a single week, huh? What a waste of life your trying to commit.
U be Christian, yes? I suggest not taking one's life. That be a one way ticket to hell. You should know that.

Yeah but all I need is some help, I cried in my classes today i'm really worried about her, and I know trying to commit suicide is a waste of my valuable time.

Plus i'm kind of happy.. My boyfriend gave me a silver bracelet..it's... adorable...

Aly!!! >< you KNOW Kate will be okay! it's not like she actually hurt herself, she tried to. but who doesnt at times!? and it's not your fault that you can't reach her! i tired to get over there to, but it's to far away! T_T Tsuki says that when Kate gets out of the physc ward, she'll be able to go on at Tsuki's house to talk to us. so it's not like we absolutly have no connection to her. DO NOT BE SO WORRIED! and if you need some help, well, you got those paranoid teachers of yours..O_o;; bad idea. they creep me out. but i'm always here for yews!