I'm moving clear across the country by myself to be with my bf, Ed. To be quite honest, there isn't much I'm going to miss about home, There are too many painful memories here than I care to elaborate on. This will be the longest distance That I have travelled by myself, so it's a little new and scary to me. I just hope that everything turns out well and I'll never have to go back home... ever. MOst of my family doesn't know that I'm leaving, it's better that way. Things at home have been getting progressively worse as it heads twoards the new year, and I just can't take it anymore, I need my freedom. Besides, it's not like they can stop me, I'm over 18 now and I can go as I please.