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Title: is it ok if I atleast post this?


Aly - November 8, 2006 03:36 AM (GMT)
No one has to reply to this.. I just feel like posting this SOMEWHERE. this is the only site I can.. Why i posted those topics? I need help. not to be critisized on what's said in the topics..
Lastnight I just about killed myself with a frikken razor, it went sideways and cut my wrist, it like bled for a buhmillion hours...I think it still is.. No i'm not emo it was an accident. lucky lucky it wasn't the part of the wrist that would kill me...just the side. Today i got Vol. 9 of the FMA manga from the public library....I couldn't wait to get it. I'm still shaken up from a nightmare I had the other day, freaked me out bad. I dono if i'm supposed to tell.. but here.. I didn't remember going to bed.. a light went over the earth changing everything, making it beautiful and peaceful but it was still dark outside. no noises came, only a small jetson's noise (I have no clue where that one came from.) and I didn't see the person before...but I looked to my left and at the first glance I thought it was 'the boogey man' but.....I took a second glance and it was greed (scared me right the frick out.) he said "yo" and got me a glass of apple juice. Funny but quite scary, it felt like I met him in real life. I woke up the next morning feeling dizzy, an eerie feeling was in the house, and the moment i set foot outside, I just about fainted. I was scared of everything yesterday. EVERYTHING. even my math teacher...hehehe. I was overcautious. I fainted like twice.. ~and some girl-stuff that should not be said~

in math class we are learning algebra and negative numbers, quite simple really. I forgot my calculator but it was really easy. I didn't need it once.
I know your pretty much fed up with this but.. I just want someone to talk to, k? I don want to be critisized for posting.

Michiko - November 8, 2006 04:58 AM (GMT)
Eh, I'll read pretty much anything. Of course, the only thing I can say is 'glad you're alright, etc... by the way, try taking the square root of a negative number.'

Aly - November 10, 2006 04:05 AM (GMT)
Thanks for replying...

Quig Alchemist - November 10, 2006 05:19 PM (GMT)
It's okay. Glad you didn't kill yourself....we would be sad. The reason I'm reading this is becuase well....no school....adn I'm BORED OUT OF MY FRIKIN MIND!!!!

Ehem...interesting dream. I don't like applejuice, but at the same time, I'd be afraid to refuse it from Greed. :P Oh, and you should be happy too! Greed wants YOU! LOLZ!!

Aly - November 10, 2006 05:21 PM (GMT)
lol cool XD

Michiko - November 11, 2006 04:28 AM (GMT)
I agree with Quig-chan... it's good that you didn't (I have a low opinion on suicide without a good reason...)

And you ought to cheer up. Watch Azumanga Daioh or Gravitation, or something like that. Maybe just listen to DDR music. Something so happy and hyper that you can't be sad.

I've found that helps. ^^

Aly - November 11, 2006 04:38 AM (GMT)
Sadly...there is no Gravitation or Azumanga Daioh here.. I dono what DDR is..

Michiko - November 11, 2006 05:42 AM (GMT)
..! DDR= Dance Dance Revolution. And youtube has both, although you have to befriend someone to see Gravitation.

Aly - November 11, 2006 05:43 AM (GMT)
o yah.. I have a song by Dance Dance Revolution lol

Michiko - November 11, 2006 05:50 AM (GMT)
Whee! Which one?

Aly - November 11, 2006 06:37 PM (GMT)
butterfly. xD

Michiko - November 11, 2006 07:36 PM (GMT)
OMG are you serious?! I've been looking for that one! I'll give you Bumblebee if you'll send me Butterfly!

Aly - November 11, 2006 07:49 PM (GMT)
k ^^ I'll send you butterfly..what's your e-mail?

blackcrystalalchemist - November 12, 2006 11:03 PM (GMT)
HELLO lol just happy u didnt murder urself on accident that sounded funny lol and creepy dream i would have woken up and fainted 2 minutes later and i would problobly try to kill greed for sneaking in my room for those 2 minutes lolz :nod: :D

Aly - November 12, 2006 11:06 PM (GMT)
lol Greed is hawt

palmtreesareawesome - January 29, 2007 01:55 AM (GMT)
lmao i'm to scared to commit suicide...i knoe i'm weird...




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