I would like to say..I'm sorry for mean things I've said, or fights I've started...I would like to...but for some reason...I can't bring myself to...its not that I don't feel ashamed but...I feel that maybe I'm too far down for this...too far into this game to turn around and change . I do not easily converse with people, I have not that talent that some have, I have not the talent of expressing myself properly...I do not play this instraument so well as I should like to...instraument of a keyboard at that..instraument of a voice. I feel obligated to lie I supposse, or pretend. My pride is forefront , my words ...cheap are next..lastly are my feelings my coridiallity and my beliefs.These are failings are they not...not even laughable ones...I do not live my life the way I should like, I am not as good a person as I could be...but I always suppossed that to be my own fault...because I would not...will not...take the time to practice...Is it so hopeless? Not yet...I have many things to wonder...and ...seemingly none at all to say...
What's this about? Is there something wrong? Did you get into another argument? Blood?! WHat's the MATTER?! *Shakes him over and over and over again*
lol krazy PM me and I will tell you the whole thing.
Blood you dont sound like yourself....Are you alright? If you need to talk you know Im always here. Ok.
Sneaky conscious is bothering him so he feels all sad and sorry and whatnot.