i don't normally put mr problem out on the open for all to see, but i honestly don't care at this point. last night i got a call from the person i'm living with (lets call her mary) saying that i couldn't stay with my father the whole weekend like it had been planned. the only reason i got was this "your uncle talked to me and we both think you're spending to much time over there and that you don't care about what happens to me. you weren't even there the first four days i got back from the hospital*. now just think about that, i had a heart surgery, *insert my name* thats alot more serious than some built up calcium on the spine." then she went off about how i don't care about her and i'm a selfish, b****y teenager because i want to spend all this time at my dads house. ... note: all this time refers to the every other weekend i try to squeeze in. and most of the time i only get to stay for a day. ..whoopie. the main thing that bothers me about this is that my uncle is the one who is constantly bitching about how i never do anything. and ranting on about how we all need to pull our weight, when he is the one who complains and never does anything. i do everything they ask me and more, and i have never said one d*** word of protest. but i can't take my uncle personally. he is just a ...hostile *not joking this time* person who projects all of his feelings on me. and when i say project, what i mean is that he blames me for every little thing even if i had nothing to do with it, because he is unhappy with his marrage. so in short i don't really have anything to complain about.... just feeling a bit unapreciated by everyone but my dad and mother. how do i know he's unhappy with his marrage? for instance, they fight constantly, she makes him sleep on the couch while the dogs sleep in the bed, he thinks she's a spoiled brat, when you put a controling person with another bad stuff usually happens... and i could go on but i feel i've said enough....... just......... grah. ....stupid people........... and the sad part, that actually upsets me the most, is that we're family. we shouldn't even be feeling this way about each other. and we SHOULD be able to communicate about this kind of thing.. but..... grah..... frustrating...

*when she got home she TOLD me to stay at my dads house so she has no room to blame me for that. i was only listening to her*

well i must go

Tell them that he's your father ad you want to spend more time with him.For whatever reason you are not living with your pops use that as an example.You did say that you don't get to see him that often.Say that you feel you NEED to spend more time with him for what ever reason.It's not healthy for a teenage girl to not spend time with her dad. And i hope you are feeling beter after the heart surgery Avarice.

Edit:typos

i didn't have the surgery so i feel fine. i was quoting someone. in any case, the more i think about it, the less it bothers me. and since i had a talk with 'mary', we straightened some stuff out. like, when she called, she was in bad mood because her son just got done yelling at her. yelling at his mother. wts? ...in any case, i feels better now. and i get to return to my fathers house this week! *dance*

Ah you see everything worked out good for you.

stuff always works out in the end. it just takes longer sometimes. but in this case i was lucky and it blew over fairly quickly. although some people are still retarded, that is the one thing that time can't fix. :D and that's okay..ish

Yeah...Hey i just noticed your new avatar and that's hot. Pooh bear with a decapitated (i don't know how to spell his name) head with a knife in his hand and blood on his mouth.

i think its name is spelled eyore. and thank you for the complement. but i would be watching winnie the pooh all the time if it was like that. hehehhe. i drew a picture of mickey mouse in a mouse trap once......

I would watch that also. And that Picture is probley hot.

if i ever find it again i'll scan it in and send it to you.

Okay.Thanks.

Intersting, the sigs good to.

i know! its awesome! but unfortunately, i only got to save the avatar... *sob* .. *looks at avatar* hahahaha!