Hey ppl... im really stressed out ... me and one of my best mates fell for each other and were going out now :D lol but our other best mate ... well not so much any more.... doesnt want to know ... she would only care if she was going out with this person... it really frustrates me cos she keeps taking it out on my other two friends who are trying to help her... she has said some really nasty stuff and told us she never wants to see us... that she dont want us in her life and things like that.... that upset me cos i was prepared to stand by her but after that i don't now how to.. i want to trust her i really do but then i no she is just pretending... she is a self-harmer and sometimes she gets suicidal... i helped her through when she most needed it but she threw it back in my face... i kept coming back to her cos i didnt want to lose her.. normally the suicidal stuff i get told over msn but then when i see her the next day she pretends and acts like there is nothing wrong! it really upsets me cos she has really upset my two best friends.. i'm glad i can talk to someone about this ... cos theres not many people i feel comfortable talking to.
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